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Perlahan ...

Pelan-pelan, sedikit demi sedikit,
Mengurangi... Menjauh ...
Sebenarnya aku telah sadar dari awal bahwa tidak akan ada kebarokahannya sama sekali ...
Sama seperti dulu ...
Tapi selalu saja kebodohan hinggap dan bersemayam ...
Otakku begitu aneh, mestinya aku mendengarkan apa isi hatiku ...
Karena aku berpikir ... ah mungkin kali ini barokah ... mungkin kali ini ...
Salahkah aku jika berpikir begitu ... ?
Ternyata memang salah ya...

Aku harus memulainya saat ini... cukup pelan-pelan saja ... sebisaku
Mestinya aku bisa lebih baik dari sebelumnya bukan ? !!!
Yah mestinya ... !

Lihat tuh ... Pikir tuh ...
Banyak yang harus dilakukan, diperbaiki dan ditingkatkan ...
Banyak langkah yang belum dicoba
Meski taruhannya adalah waktu, uang, tenaga, ... pffhppffhhuuuggghhhhhh
Meski sulit, aku akan berusaha ...
Semoga ada harapan disana ...
Insya Alloh Barokah ! Amiin !!!

Perlahan juga ... aku kok pengen durian ya ...besok ah Insya Alloh :-)

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